For those of us who have been in this awakening process for a long time, and who have been in isolation, keeping to ourselves, what are you doing in this new now? Are you planning to do anything differently in this new now, with these new energies? Knowing that now we are in a new time, and that it's a time to come out of individual cocoons and to connect with another individual, or even with groups of people, to expand the energy.
So are you still in isolation? And what are you doing to come out? What are you doing to change this situation? This is what I want to know, because it's a new day. I've been making efforts to come out of isolation, and one of the interesting things I did recently was that I decided to join a group of women who were coming together for some kind of group activation. This whole thing was supposed to be happening online, and one of the main conditions for attending that activation process was that every woman was supposed to show herself on the screen. There was no hiding, you couldn't turn off your camera or whatnot. It was important that you show your face on the screen. So I was like, okay, fine, I'm good with that.
Anyway, I was so excited that I couldn't really wait to attend, because I love the host. I kind of see that the way she is is kind of like the way I am, I could see myself being sisters with her in terms of the way she approaches life and just the way she handles her things. It's not like sometimes when I meet some amazing people, but I kind of feel like they have the mother-daughter energy. This woman that I met is just one of those people that I think would be my sister. I could consider her a peer, not in a top-down kind of way, but just in a mindset kind of way.
So I really like this woman. Anyway, I attended this activation thing and let me tell you, I don't even know what happened. As soon as this person who I love so much started speaking, I started feeling like I was just going to fall asleep. The energy was moving, I guess, really heavy, and you know how it is, it's intense. Sometimes when the energy flows, you start feeling sleepy, and people start yawning, some people start coughing, some people feel thirsty. There's just some restlessness; some people just remain stable or whatever. But in my case, for this specific event, I was really feeling sleepy. And this thing was supposed to last an hour. And remember, we had all been told that one of the conditions for attending this meeting was that we were all supposed to be showing our faces online. So here I am thinking, oh my gosh, Caroline, you're already falling asleep, and this thing is supposed to last an hour. How are you going to last? What is going on?
So I was sitting there just trying to keep my eyes open. And honestly, while I appreciate that the energy was moving and it was going to be a great activation and everything, which I truly believe it is, the cadence at which the person was speaking was so slow. It was almost like, "Ladies, we are going to now do A, B, C, D." I mean, maybe that's not the way she was talking, or that was not the cadence of the speech, but that is how it was coming across for me. And I was just like, Caroline, what is going on? I felt like my speed was way too high, and this other person, who I know in real life doesn't really talk like that, but for some reason, in this specific activation, the cadence was so slow. I'm telling you, I was just trying to keep it together, thinking, oh my gosh, they're going to do a playback and I'll be the one whose eyes are closed, or I'll probably be sleeping or snoring, or who knows what's going to be happening. But this woman was speaking in such a slow cadence, and everything was just in slow motion, really, really slow.
And I was just like, oh Lord, Caroline, you have to really be pure-hearted, because another thing that we were told, what we do usually when you have a group meditation, you really have to have a pure consciousness. But my thoughts were not pure. I kept thinking, oh my gosh, this is so slow, this is so slow. And I'm thinking, maybe this woman is going to be able to tap into my energies and realize that someone is contaminating the container, because we had to hold space, and the container had to be pure. All of us had this collective responsibility to keep the space pure so that this specific activation could happen. And here I was, Caroline, thinking, oh my gosh, I'm falling asleep. Oh my gosh, the cadence of the woman is slow. Like, all these thoughts, I'm not calling them judgments; they were just my real-life experience which I'm sharing with you guys. It was just this thing that was not supposed to be happening, but it was happening, and I was noticing. And that's why I'm sharing it with you, so that you guys can tell me whether you've had similar experiences during a meditation process.
Remember, this was also my first one in a long, long time. Many, many years in the past, I had attended several meditations, and I just was never one for meditations, really. I never was. I used to be so cold during those meditation processes, and I always used to conk out, I used to sleep the whole time, and I was extremely bored doing group meditations. I cannot do slow meditations. Anyway, to cut a long story short: I woke up to find that the Zoom call had ended like 45 minutes earlier. I don't even know what happened. I'm not even looking forward to seeing that recording or whatnot. I fell asleep. I guess it was really, really powerful and amazing, I'm going to find out. And we have three more sessions to go, so I'm going to see how I'm going to hold up. Hopefully it goes well, and I am well-behaved and can sit through the activation process and enjoy it.
So that is one of the new things that I'm trying. I know I'm falling asleep, but I'm trying something new. I'm going out of the box. I'm doing something different. I'm jumping and leaping and hopping and having a good old time. What are you guys doing to move out of the loneliness situation and to try to connect with other beings out there?
I know many of us have been in isolation for a long, long time. And obviously, in the old energies, it was kind of a requirement for us to keep to ourselves so that we could do the inner work, so that we could really clean out what needed to go, so that we could create space for the new light that was coming in. And I believe at this time, most of us, or a lot of us, are already in that space where the new light is already here. And it's time to come out of our cocoons. It's time for us to come out of isolation. And it's time for us to now expand and connect with other people, and allow our individual lights to connect with the greater, wider lights, so that these energies that we have been bringing in for a long time can now do their thing.
This is a new day. This is a new time. What are you doing differently to get out of isolation? Let me know in the comment section. And until next time, I love you guys. Bye.