In the last four weeks, I've been noticing something really interesting. Something has changed. My meditations are no longer working. The rituals that I have in place are no longer working. All the processes I have in place to help my life flow smoother, to help me get in touch with my higher self, to help my life get organized the way it needs to be organized, they're not working.
I'm struggling to get myself into that space where I used to feel comfortable, knowing that I'm being guided. For example, that space where you wake up in the morning, you align yourself fully, you're fully integrated, the most upgraded version of yourself is ready to face the day. Your higher self is ready to go, and you are basically ready.
But in the last four weeks, something has been happening. I can't even concentrate. I can't get myself together to do even a simple meditation. The meditation processes that used to come so simply to me are now a real struggle. I can't even focus on calling in the light the way I used to call in the light before. It used to be such an easy process, almost automatic, but done consciously. Now it's just a struggle. I can't even put the words together. Every time I try to concentrate on doing this, everything comes in so choppy. It's almost like something is saying: this is no longer the way, this is no longer the way, this is no longer you, Caroline. You are not to do this kind of thing. It's almost like I am now being redirected to stop these meditative processes and stop these ritualistic things, because something new is happening.
It's so confusing, because I'm almost hearing this message that you are ready, Caroline, you are ready. But ready for what? I'm really struggling to move from that point where I used to consciously build myself up with these meditative processes, to now having to just align and accept that I am this embodied being and I'm supposed to be operating in this power. This is the new way. None of these external processes are going to be supporting us. I'm beginning to understand that the whole conversation of talk, talk, talk about the meditation process and about embodiment is not going to be a talk, talk, talk situation, because now I am noticing that I am being called to start moving in this beingness that I am, in this embodiment that I am.
The way my life is falling apart right now in so many ways, the way I'm having so many problems hitting me from so many directions, I'm just like, how am I going to be able to cope with all of these things without calling in the light, without my reinforcements, so to speak? How am I going to be able to move forward as an embodied being? This is new ground. Of course, we talk about embodiment and moving in embodiment, but at least I could feel the support of my higher self in me. I could feel the support of the light energy in me. But now I'm hearing that you are ready now, and I'm sensing that the process of meditation and that process of daily calling in the light, moment by moment, is just something that is not working anymore. Now I have to move through this world, as tricky as it is, as me.
This is what I'm noticing. Are you noticing this too? I know we talk about this thing all the time. What I'm asking is: are you noticing that your meditation processes, your ways of calling in the light, are no longer working, and there's a requirement to now start operating as us? We really, truly have to carry this light forward and move in this world and just start accepting that we are these powerful beings moving in this world, no matter how crappy it seems on the outer level.
This is something I'm beginning to see as a great challenge that I must rise to, especially in this time: the ability to stand in my light and move forward and trust in everything that has happened and everything I have put inside myself to remember who I am as a powerful being, and to use that trust and that belief to move forward. Are you noticing anything like this?
Man, what is wrong with this world? The world is just going nuts. This is why I've been feeling like, okay, the meditation processes are over, and now it is Caroline time. In this timeline, in this life, in this now, right now we are ready. Are you noticing anything like this? The old energies are truly crumbling within and without. The old tools that we used to use are truly ending. As within, so without. The old ways of spiritual awakening, at least for those of us who started waking up earlier, are truly over.
It's a new day, and we must embrace these new changes. We cannot stick with the old; it's not even going to work. So what are you guys doing about it? How are you guys coping? Please share with me in the comment section. I love you guys. Let's get ready, because something new is happening and we are not going to be caught off guard. I love you guys, and until next time, muah. Bye.