Question for you: who's out there still actively trying to save anyone? Who's still trying to save someone? Maybe it's a family member or their friend or whatnot. Who's still trying to save people from themselves?
I've been talking for a long time about this thing of saving people, saving my family, feeling some type of way, and just having this savior complex: imagining that I would go in and kind of swoop people up and open their eyes to the higher wisdom because, you know, I've got the answers, that kind of thing. Even though I know I've been told several times to stop it. But for some reason, because of old belief systems about how we should take care of each other, and how I've been programmed, just like many of us have, to take care of the people we love and help them through their processes, because that's how the old world used to work... to try to knock some sense into people, to see that there's an easier way to do things.
And just because we see how people are suffering and what they're going through, we think that because we have evolved, or I think that because I have reached a certain stage in my life where I've been able to move through my own things and evolve through them, and because I have the information or the wisdom that has helped me through my own processes, I've felt the need to share this information with my family members or my friends, just to help people through. Let's get through this thing so we can all evolve faster, so we can all be together, so that everything can be fine, especially in the area of health and wellness and wholeness and spirituality. And no matter how many times this information has been given to me, Caroline, stop, stop, stop, somehow I've always managed to defy this thing. I'd be like, okay, I'm going to stop, and then I'd always feel like, maybe I need to say something, just one word. And most people around me ignore this information.
So anyway, I have now come to a point where I'm just like, okay. I had a dream, the last dream that I had last year, and that dream shook me to the core, because it really helped to knock some sense into me. And I really put a stop to trying to convince or save the members of my family. In that dream, my family members were in the back of a truck, and the truck was going up a hill. And when it got to the top of the hill, the back of the truck tipped over, and all my family members fell into a ditch. And I fell in the ditch too, but I was not experiencing the things that they were experiencing in the ditch. What was happening in that ditch was all my family members were kind of drowning in some kind of molasses-type mud. They were inside the ditch and they were totally disappearing inside the ditch, and I was standing there. But I was not inside the ditch. And I was trying to pull some family members, and the more I tried to pull them, the more they went deeper and deeper into that molasses-type mud. And most of them appeared to be dying. The more I tried to save them, the more they looked like they were going to die.
And I was so afraid, because I was like, oh my gosh, this person is just like a little baby. What's happening? I need to save this person. Oh, this person is old, and this person... But the message was clear to me: if I continued to try to do whatever it was I was intending to do to help my family members or to save anyone, this is what's going to be happening. They're going to fall into the ditch, and it's going to be adios. I'll never see them again. That was the basic message.
So shortly after this dream, I tell you, members of my family started falling sick, one after the other, one after the other. And this is in real life, total hospitalization. My parents, my brothers. It was just like a whole nightmare of people falling sick. And there I was, after having this dream, looking at these people and just thinking, oh my gosh. Besides compassion and being there in whatever way that I could be there for them, I was not allowed, or I was not able, to share any other kind of information, because now it was up to them to save themselves. It was up to them to do what they needed to do for themselves. Why? Because they too are powerful beings. Because they have it within themselves to save themselves. And there's nothing I was going to do to help them out of these things, because me trying to help them out was basically me having the arrogance, it's almost like a kind of pride, that here I am, I am the one who can save you. I have this information and this wisdom that is good for you to get out of that place. And actively nullifying, or trying to ignore, the fact that they too are powerful beings who are able to do whatever they need to do to evolve.
And sometimes it's just as simple as that: letting people be themselves, so that they too can emerge as the powerful being. This is why they are here. They're here to emerge. They're here to remove the densities from themselves, by themselves, because they can. They have the right to do that for themselves. And nobody has to spoon-feed them in helping them remember. They can get activated from the information that they too have, which everybody has, that wisdom. Everybody has their timing for remembering. Everyone has their time to emerge.
It's almost like you can't force a caterpillar out of its cocoon. It has to come out by itself, through the natural process that has always been there, at the right time. Otherwise, if you do anything to that little cocoon, then you have effectively ruined the caterpillar. That's the same way with humans, the beings that we are: here for the time that they have chosen to emerge, and it's up to no one.
There was a time in the past where we could do these things for people. But the energy now, and for the people and the beings that are here, the demands are completely different. And this energy is allowing, it's even so much easier. It's easily allowing us to emerge and save our own cells. This is the only thing and the only way that this kind of respect is going to come forward: the respect for oneself, because the person knows, I did it. I emerged. I am here. And they don't have to rely on you. They don't depend on you or on anyone else, because they are powerful beings, depending on themselves and knowing that they can do it.
So my family members were sick for a long, long time. In fact, my father is still sick and hopefully getting better, but it was just hospitalization upon hospitalization upon hospitalization from the month of May, and it was just like this unending cycle of, oh my god, what's happening today? Who's sick today? What are we going to do? It was wild.
But everyone emerged, and I was so proud of myself because of how I conducted myself through the whole thing: just being supportive and just responding to their requests, whatever needed to be done, I did, but without imposing myself or saying the things that I probably could have said in the past.
So that's one thing that I'm noticing about myself: I'm noticing that it's so much easier for me to step back and allow other people to emerge. I feel so much better for it. It's just magnificent to see how relationships are changing also, because I don't feel like someone has to listen to something, or that I can help someone. It's so much easier now. Have you noticed things like that in your own life? Are you still trying to save someone? How has the reaction been? How has the response been in this now?
I truly hope that you're not trying to save people anymore. I really, truly hope so. Because while we are doing everything to support each other and to have compassion for each other, people saving themselves, people doing it for themselves, spiritual beings, powerful beings doing it for themselves, is the way of the future. What do you think? Let me know in the comment section. And until next noticing, I love you guys. Bye.